I could have chosen to go out with my friends. I could have chosen to drink myself to stupidity and twerk to music I don`t understand even a single word, let alone sentence. Lifting my hands up to a power that I don’t comprehend. I could have gone to a friend’s place to catch up with the latest gossip. All that would be vanity.
There could never be a better way of spending this time other than being with you my God. So I decide to hide away from everyone else. I lock myself up in a quiet room just to be with you. Down to my knees I go and start calling on your name. The place is serene, I sense a sweet presence all around me. Trying to hold on to the tears in my eyes is a battle I will never win. So I let the bubble burst, freely the tears roll down my cheeks as I soak deeper and deeper into prayer.
I pour out my heart to you. Even though I cannot see you with my physical eyes, I know you are here. All ears just for me. As wretched as I am you still accept me. Above all you let your only son die for my sins.
I feel so refreshed. I am spiritually nourished. My mind is at peace with a contentment that can best be felt. No words can fully describe what I feel. My body, my heart, my mind, my soul, they all belong to you.
As the dear pants for water so does my heart pant for you. I fell in love with you and this bond continues to grow stronger each day. Nothing will ever separate me from your love. I want to dwell in your presence forever and ever.